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How Do You Love Me

by Nicotine Dolls

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draconiarose I vibe so hard with the saxophone in this song. *chef's kiss* Favorite track: How Do You Love Me.
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If I called you up at 2am and I’m feeling fucked and lonely again I know you wouldn’t be cruel you’d just be sit there and listen If I cried said I’m terrified That I’m getting close to the day I’d die You’d just shake and you’d tell me to go home And it’s true that I’m probably not worth the battery life Why do you still stick around or let me stay the night I couldn’t it out if you wrote it all down Please write down How do you love me right now I make all the jokes And run from the cracks that are visible only to you react With a long breathe and worried eyes that justify When I haven’t heard a thing you’ve said Cause I’ve been talking about the sounds in my head I never asked once about you or how you’ve been And it’s no surprise that my friends are harder and harder to come by That look over your eyes Shows that I’ve made it about it me like I do every time I need to figure it out write all down so I don’t forget how How you could love me right now How do you love me right now I wouldn’t love me right now How do you love me right now Narcissistic paranoia That just means that I annoy ya And the contacts on my phone are really more than I know And the ones I want to talk to are usually busy and at home Suicidal kamikaze becomes less charming as I’m talking I’m trying to see why you pick up when it’s me How do you How do you How do you How do you love me right now How do you love me right now How do you love me Maybe I should just stay inside Stop calling my friends about how hard I try Maybe that’s another reason why I don’t understand how you let me inside How How do you love me How do you love me I want to love me Do you love me right If I call you up at 2am when I’m feeling fucked and lonely again I know you wouldn’t be cruel you’d just sit there and listen
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SLIP 03:27
No more calling me up at 2:00AM Saying no we’ll just talk But I know you know we can’t Stop playing blind We trip every time Throw away all those badly written lines Like it’s all a mistake I’m on my way but I won’t spend the night Yeah right We never learn when you go though we know it always hurts Done it all before I know that I’ll want more if we just If we slip then into your arms I’ll Fall and kick this habit that harms all All of the missed nights in your bedroom We play pretend who’s the one to kill the light If we slip I’ll give it up up for you Every inch of fame and fortune What I wish goes right out the window Hear the crescendo I give in to your eyes Into your eyes Your eyes Into your eyes It doesn’t take much to want your touch I go still When you hold me till Until the room fills up With the consequences that kill Like a drug we say well try just to get high On what so feels good when we know it’s not right We should be friends let’s be friends Funny how fast that word bends If we slip then into your arms I’ll Fall and kick this habit that harms all All of the missed nights in your bedroom We play pretend who’s the one to kill the light If we slip I’ll give it up up for you Every inch of fame and fortune What I wish goes right out the window Hear the crescendo I give in to your eyes Your eyes I said god damn what a beautiful mess Me without pants you without that dress Your eyes B-B-B-Bombs blown everybody is dead Hands on the trigger we should just do it again Your What if it all goes wrong What if I fall in love with you and If we slip then into your arms I’ll Fall and kick this habit that harms all All of the missed nights in your bedroom We play pretend who’s the one to kill the light If we slip I’ll give it up up for you Every inch of fame and fortune What I wish goes right out the window I hear the crescendo I give in to your eyes Your eyes Your eyes Falling in love again Hurts the most when you know how it ends
3.
Real House 03:46
We were playing house Till the rent went up And they said move out I don’t want to do that now I like the lines in the script we wrote Especially the ones un-spoke Where we just lock eyes You say the shows getting bad All of the tv sets make you sad I don’t want to be I don’t want to be The reason for that You gotta move To a real house with real walls A normal couch where your feet touch the floor Your head’s on the chest of someone you adore But I’m gonna stay In the good dream in the last scene Where you told me the coffees done Nobody moves watch trash tv till somebody calls cut This how it plays out Every other night on a weekday Begin to watch a movie around 8 Got to bed and fade to the next day Then all lights go out And all of the audience cheers You turn away and walk out of here I remembered we’re pretending to feel Between the start and stop is just a fiction I think I like the lie like an addiction That’s why I didn’t cry when the credits were run I know that you gotta move To a real house with real walls A normal couch where your feet touch the floor Your head’s on the chest of someone you adore But I’m gonna stay In the good dream in the last scene Where you told me the coffees done Nobody moves watch trash tv till somebody yells oh A rerun is fine when your in it Until you know you how it ended Then it’s just waiting for the screen to go black Oh a rerun when your in it If you stop just before the last minute And you start it again Can can we start it again I, I don’t think I can handle losing my best friend You say the shows getting bad All of the tv sets make you sad I don’t want to be I don’t want to be The reason for that You gotta move To a real house with real walls A normal couch where your feet touch the floor Your head’s on the chest of someone you adore But I’m gonna stay In the good dream in the last scene Where you told me the coffees done Nobody moves watch trash tv And start again Nobody moves watch trash tv And start again Nobody moves watch trash tv till someone yells cut
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30 Somehow 04:41
Find me a father Who will stick around One that won’t drown in the morning With bourbon and god Find me a woman Who’ll make me feel like she did An unburdened kid on the lawn Just running around Not all too late to try and figure it out Get it all down on paper The things that I want All I’m trying to do is figure it out Over 30 somehow Here longer than I thought I work in the same job Making tips on the side Another club another night Barely getting by My sister’s a mother With a heart just like ours Nowhere safer than her arms Who needs a dad with a mom like ours Not all too late to try and further it out Get it all down on paper The things that I want All I’m trying to do is figure it out Over 30 somehow Here longer than I thought Cracks have expired My room has gone tired From holding me up barely holding me up I’m balanced I’m nervous Everything’s hurting from holding me up Barely holding me up Maybe I should let it fall Down Maybe I should let it fall Down down I don’t get back home much New York is pretty far From an ocean to a river I never felt bigger Than in the pool in her backyard And people say cancer More than they used to I guess I’m not used to Saying goodbye Not all too late to try and figure it out To get it all down on paper The things that I want All I’m trying to do is figure out Over 30 somehow I’m here longer than I thought Than I thought I’d be Find me a father Who will stick around One that won’t drown in the morning With bourbon and god

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released December 8, 2023

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